Infinite Patterns in Living

Most of us failed to realize that knowing the past is substantial to the future. In the circle of life we thrived in, it is inevitable to repeat the mistakes we did, to tricked by the coniving people, to commit the rookie moves and first time mistakes. We simply deny ourselves for improvement and personal growth, because we keep clinging to the familiar things. We keep coming back to the same predictable and foolish practices because it is safe. We convincing ourselves that although we already gone through a similar situation, we opt to the way which is identical to the road taken, and because of this, we deny ourselves to develop.

I played so many games right now, that I had an astonishing comparison in dealing in reality. Most of the games I played, one should aim to level up your account and grew stronger, or just simply progress in the game. Here I had a thought, what if I participate in this game called my life? Like the daily objectives and quests in several games that I been through unlocks some relevant end game advantage, there's an clear comparison in games and reality, I just realized that games are inspire in reality or aims to be real, and the latter can also be inspire by the former. I found myself dumbfounded at first, because I know how silly this is.

Hear me out, the early stage of our lives, we are in the tutorial, Early school up to highschool, We assimilated with our family at this stage (Guild/Clan), having enough education (Experience), We enter the work stage of our lives (farm the campaign) to earn money (resources) and properties (items) in order to start up a family, and when you die its game over. Our time or vitality serves as our health points,

In reality, we can’t treat our life like in a game, don’t we? Well put it this way, if you in a long term relationship then you two suddenly break up? It feels like that you have start again in the beginning with a handicap, like having lower health than before, something like that because lose your valuable time in that horrible piece of shit, anyways, the opposite can also be done, like if you focus yourself that makes you whole, like your passion, or something that gives you more time, you can without a doubt, gain more. I read this idea: "'you already win the game, when you don't play anymore"". I find this idea very powerful, because I know as of now, I can’t figure out my life, what is my purpose? Where I want to be in future? All these questions that hinders us towards the end goal in life, without a guideline in life how is this possible? how does anyone figure out their life? Do we already know the answer but we keep on repeating the same mistakes? For how long can we be oblivious to pattern? And only then, when the know all the answers in every burning questions we have for ourselves, until we see the pattern that is when we can comprehend to truly live our lives..